Some (loosely translated) pages of my lockdown diaries :
Jan 2nd 2021 : hard and long day*
*That is really it haha
Jan 3 2021 : I still can’t believe we are in 2021. And that I am on the same time zone as Antoni Porowski*. I am feeling better today. I slept for 10 hours last night and it helped. It’s still feels weird to be here.
*I love that this was my take on my jet lag 😂
Jan 7 2021 : Today was apparently "tell a friend you moved across the ocean day". [Friend 1] texted me so I told them. [Friend 2] texted me as well so same result. [Friend 3] told C who probably told [long lost high school classmate] who added me on Instagram. Which is weird but I feel excited about it.
Jan 8, 2021 : Today was meh. I think 2021 will be a very difficult year* because it will be the first year when I’ll try to implement my new leanings on myself. Yesterday I saw myself falling in this old pattern of "this guy looks cool** and I want him to notice me and this girl seems to be competition". Yet I do not know these people.
*it really was
** he really wasn’t 😂
Jan 11, 2021 : My teacher (old, white, I assume cishet) said that [far right french figure] is a feminist. I can’t get over it.
Jan 12, 2021 : It was a "crippled with anxiety" kind of days. So not my best day let’s say. I’m feeling guilty for not doing anything so I’m not doing anything. It’s not even that urgent. But I am feeling stressed.
Jan 13, 2021 : I’m feeling better today. Tomorrow is my last day of [mandatory locked in my hotel room] quarantine!! I am feeling apprehensive. Maybe it will feel reel that I am half way across the globe. I don’t know.
(I didn’t answer to the question you asked and I am very proud that I haven’t felt like I did on Jan 8 in a long time. I don’t recall that it happened in 2023)
Thanks for sharing the raw honest feelings. Covid was east for no one.
Thank you for reading and receiving them 🧡🧡🧡
Some (loosely translated) pages of my lockdown diaries :
Jan 2nd 2021 : hard and long day*
*That is really it haha
Jan 3 2021 : I still can’t believe we are in 2021. And that I am on the same time zone as Antoni Porowski*. I am feeling better today. I slept for 10 hours last night and it helped. It’s still feels weird to be here.
*I love that this was my take on my jet lag 😂
Jan 7 2021 : Today was apparently "tell a friend you moved across the ocean day". [Friend 1] texted me so I told them. [Friend 2] texted me as well so same result. [Friend 3] told C who probably told [long lost high school classmate] who added me on Instagram. Which is weird but I feel excited about it.
Jan 8, 2021 : Today was meh. I think 2021 will be a very difficult year* because it will be the first year when I’ll try to implement my new leanings on myself. Yesterday I saw myself falling in this old pattern of "this guy looks cool** and I want him to notice me and this girl seems to be competition". Yet I do not know these people.
*it really was
** he really wasn’t 😂
Jan 11, 2021 : My teacher (old, white, I assume cishet) said that [far right french figure] is a feminist. I can’t get over it.
Jan 12, 2021 : It was a "crippled with anxiety" kind of days. So not my best day let’s say. I’m feeling guilty for not doing anything so I’m not doing anything. It’s not even that urgent. But I am feeling stressed.
Jan 13, 2021 : I’m feeling better today. Tomorrow is my last day of [mandatory locked in my hotel room] quarantine!! I am feeling apprehensive. Maybe it will feel reel that I am half way across the globe. I don’t know.
Woah, Audrey thank you so much for sharing these honest and raw entries 🧡🧡🧡
PS ANTONI FOREVER
🩷🩷🩷
(I didn’t answer to the question you asked and I am very proud that I haven’t felt like I did on Jan 8 in a long time. I don’t recall that it happened in 2023)
((Antoni Forever and ever))
I am very proud of you and so much love to you! 🧡🧡
Long hair!
Yes, I was surprised by that photo too. Us LWSers have never known you with long hair!
HAHAHAHA hiiiiiiiiii!